Dunno What to Do RiTe Now…

Today, I sit on some university’s library which one of the best university in Indonesia. In my confusing about my master thesis that must be finished in the end of May if I want to graduated on July 2009, wakssss can u imagine?!!!#!? only 2 months later from now, and I still blank about the objective of my thesis, so.. I sit alone here.

First hour, having lunch in some café in this uni, looking forward some Master Student and Medic Student who has stress in their face..hehehe, maybe they having final exam rite now (just try to analyze them)…

Second hour, starting to browse some master theses, journals, and articles in the computer which one of facility in this library. Niceeee..and 15 minutes gone, got boring, sleepy, so I start to sms my “Beautiful Mind” (he is one of my sharing friend who I trust sooo and always makes me want to meet), just to give him a little bit attention and affection. After have fun for just about 3 sms, try to starting again finding some references for my thesis… and finally after 2.5 hours, I’ve got the references that I want hmmm niceeee.. but when I’ve got it..just thinking to do some silly thing heheeh so I’m starting to write my blog while seeing everybody around me. This place, I just feels like home, with black stone floor and woody interior makes this place sooo cozy and homey..

People around me, most of them talk about their assignment, and I heard many things from economic such as GDP, Inflation until about human resources that I don’t really understand hehehe.. u know, I always having opinion that human is the hardest thing to managed. Honestly, I prefer to manage number than people.. heheehhe..

About managed people, it quite closer with manage ur relationship, I mean with other people such as ur parents, ur brother or sister, ur friends, ur spouse, ur boy or girl friend, also ur ex, and so on..

In this life, so many people come into our life. Some people come and some people go. But, I have one question, did u ever meet someone that u really sure that he or she is never ever go away from ur life? (except the death is come).. Maybe I called them “The Soulmate”. Too romantic to ask for huhhh? But, for your information, some romantic way is needed in this stressful situation such as global economic crisis, inflation, downtrend IHSG, and so many stress things outtha.. and by that time I see a guy at about early thirty received his phone, and it sounds like he talk to his girL friend like this “Iya, bentar yahh, aku beres2 dulu, kamu masuk dulu ya..pintunya di bawah tangga di sebelah lift..(after a couple of minute)..nahhh tu aku udah liat kamu”.. then a woman about early thirty with her office clothes come from the library door..both of them smile each other and suddenly this guy put his all stuff off to his bag and take over the woman bag then they holding hand together…owwww this simple things makes me thinking soooo deep.. what a wonderful worLd..

A few minutes in my mind, I hear some old beautiful song from Sarah McLahlan who has angelic voices singing “When Somebody Love Me”, everybody who ever watch Toy Story must known about this song.. and I think that’s true, when somebody love u, everything is beautiful… maybe u ever do some mistakes in the past, but based on my experiences, happiness people is someone who stop to grieving about the past, stop to worrying about the future, but appreciate the present, that is today. Sooo, that’s why I enjoying today, eventhough I’m sitting alone here, I feel soooooo happy..cos for sure, I really know there is one people out there loving me. Maybe rite now I know this people, maybe I don’t. But, just thinking one people is prepared for u from God to be with u in the right time and in the right place…uhhhhhh Thanksss God… and for u, someone who I can called “The Right One”, I’ll give all of mine to u in His time..heheheh..

CheeRs,

Ms. Dunno what to do RiTe now

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