Great Women

One day, some woman make my day wonderful.. When we do “lunch talking” about life, she is a woman at about thirty something, she has two children, and suddenly we talk about how women must do many role in their life.. they must be a good wife, good mother, and now I put good in actualized theirselves. Every married women has 24 working hours, when their husband only has 8 till 12 working hours. She said, everytime she thinking about her children at home, and she feel really hard when she get some overtime job. Everyday she wake up at 4 o’clock and preparing her children and husband some healthy breakfast. Then she working until 6 pm and go home with her husband, preparing dinner for a whole family when her husband relax in front of TV, she wash the equipment. After that, she must do her duty as a good wife for her husband (u know what I mean).. woowwww amazing… Until one day she must go to another city in weekend to finished her job, and her husband said to her “Ma, jangan pergi2 lagi dong, beneran deh, rasanya ga enak ke gereja ga sama2 kamu, ke undangan ga sama2 kamu, makanan bikinan si Mba juga ga enak”..

When I take a look around me, there so many guy depends on a woman. Either it is their mother, their wife, their girl friend, and so on. So I believe some wise person said “Behind every success man, there is always great woman”.

There so many example, such as when I see my Grandma and Grandpa.. If I do holiday with my Grandma, and my Grandpa stay in their house. He is very demanding, he calling very often (eventhough my Grandpa is still healthy until now, he can do anything without my Grandma). So, their grandchildren don’t have heart to separate them when holiday’s coming. On the other story, when I do another lunch talking with a woman who sell meal behind my office. She looks “old” and her husband is already died. But, she share some story about her husband. When he is alive, he never wanna go to wedding party, family gathering, or another event without his wife. He also don’t go to church if his wife’s not coming. Eventhough his children wanna go out with him, he said “I don’t wanna go anywhere without ur mum”.. I think it’s not about he can’t go anywhere, but he don’t wanna go anywhere because he depends on his wife. Wowww I think it is soooo sweet. When I ask to the old woman, what thinks that she do until her husband is very depends on her.. she said, only prioritized your family first.

I also remember about our ex-President, Soeharto.. after his wife (Mrs.Tien Soeharto) is dead, he suddenly falling down from his position. Another example is when Hillary Clinton still stay behind her husband eventhough he do one big liar when he said in front of pers “I never have an affair with that woman (Monica Lewinsky)”. Look, how patient she is. She still support her husband. She still believe on him and close her eyes with this case.

I know a man who has position as a Director in some blue chip company, he is a truck driver’s son, but someday he meet a girl who change his life with her mind and becoming his wife until now. Or some of my friends who stopped his bad habbit as a bad boy, junkie, and whatsoever just because of one sentence from his girl friend, “Aku sayang kamu, tapi klo kamu begini, berarti kamu ga memberi aku kesempatan untuk menyayangi kamu lebih lama”.. Suddenly he change his life for that girl, and now he become a success man and working in overseas.

After hear many story around me I’ve got the point, Girllll watchout!!!! Don’t make your self depends on them (guy), but make him depends on you.. (in positive way). Because as I know, guy don’t like woman who is very demanding and they happy when he look us (girl) happy with our own activity and we do fun with it. Not just ruin into his life… but never forget our destiny as a woman who created by God to be his (guy) helper.

As my appreciate to many great women outtha, here is my top of list women who inspiring me to be one of them someday :
1. My Mum
2. My Grandmother
3. Michelle Obama
4. Tien Soeharto
5. Ani Yudhoyono
6. Wulani Rismonoe (istri pemilik PT. Tata Logam Lestari)
7. Dewi Motik
6. etc… (maybe u can put your name)

And another invisible woman behind every great story of her husband…sometime people don’t know who is she.. sometime people don’t realized what’s they do.. because what they do is invisible.. they do support, they do job that can’t be count by money, they do something that don’t make them popular. But they do with LOVE.. for their spouse, for their family…

Be a great woman..

Cheerssss…

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A few things that I see in BUSSY day…

There so many times I take public transportation. Behind how uncomfortable or how crowded or whatsoever..it contain a piece of story.

In some occasion, I take public transportation from my campus, that’s what we usually called busway. It was not that bad, I even can close my eyes for a while until the bus stop in term. Maybe some people know the bridge to connect the term to Ciputra Mall is very long bridge. Under the bridge, there is some dirty river (I mean it’s smell not good and a lot of rubbish) with black water if I can say it is water..uuhhhhhh I can’t imagine.. this is my country huhhhh!!!!..  No, it’s not my attention, but what makes me surprise is when I see one family; one old man and woman with three children. The man wash his clothes, the mother wash her plate, and the children take a bath. I stop for a while, thinking, this things happened around me, so close. Million questions turn up in my mind, where are they came from? where do they live? What happen if they are infected with some disease.

Arrrgggghhh, how came this shit happened when we can go out to PIM and hunting clothes in Gaudi, having lunch in Sushi Groove, spent half month salary for a pair of VNC shoes or any “Hedonist” things in which for some people they buy things not because they need them, but because that things identify who they are. It’s sad to see them, under the bridge doing some thing that u never imagine but they are look happy compare with some people who used “The hedonist things” like I said before. Anyway, don’t get me wrong cos I believe in fashion, style, and whatever, but I ever heard some people said “Go buy, buy as many things as you want, but buy them because you like them, because you like to see yourself in them, not to please others”..

In the end, I just would like to say : Remember, there’s a lot of people around us very hard to survive in their life, and a lot of people still show they self with their hedonist things go driver with their Black Jag listening Moon River just because they wanna other people see them great in their expensive things and most of them are very hard to pleased. Too ironic!!

Waste Time

When I thinking again about my life, maybe most of time I spent to please others..
Many times to please my parents, to please my brother or my best friend.. and with or without realizing this, I lie to myself..honestly it hurts me very often..coz I can’t tell the truth what I really want (obviously, sometimes I dont know what I want hmmmm).. and as I know, I hurted the others too..
But, a few months ago, some of my lecture talk to me “Far, I don’t really know who said this, but it is very true..: One way to failure is always try to please other people”..
Hmmmm, at the moment, I just think that is it..okayyyy thank u..I dont think about it again..But NOW.. when I take a look of my life..I feel guilty zillion time..just because a small things..or simple things.. it comes very often.. when I’m not living my life in their way..when I failed to please them.. I feel guilty..Untill one time I feel sooooo tired..and my lecture words come again.. hmmm okay, I agree..coz its True.. Sooo I wanna thanks to her for the words!!

U have power of choice..ur life is ABSOLUTELY yours.. not Other..
Anything you choose to accomplish in ur life is in ur hand..so, don’t waste uR time caring about the people who don’t like u, or people who talking about u coz u affect their lives,but they don’t affect yours.

After watching “Nite at the Museum 2″, I’ve got very nice quote like this “If u want to be happy, do what u’re love to do with someone u love”..hmmm nice..
So, now u can said to the world.. I want to be the way I am, and if some people don’t like u, it’s just because u are not living ur life in their way..sooo I said to you again, dont waste ur time!!

Ohhhhh God, I’m always thanks to you for the few best friends who always show me they are always still there and will be there coz they are real friends..Maybe in some way or another I can’t be a good friend for other people..maybe it is my way, and I’m very sorry for this..but I don’t wanna waste my time thinking about this..

Thanks for my angel also my best friend that I ever had : My mum..love u Sweetheart, Ms. YNH who give me a wise word..my “SiSt” Cindy, and also a friend who make me learned from my mistake..u are very helpful eventhough the condition is never be the same..

Let face our WORLD..

cheerSSSSS…

Di BaLik SeTiap SenYuMan

Selama beberapa tahun aku menikmati indahnya Planet Bumi, tepatnya duapuluh sekian tahun (rasanya jangan diperjelas lagi, karena usia termasuk indikator yang sensitif bagi seorang wanita selain dari berat badannya) sudah ratusan bahkan ribuan orang saya temui. Kebanyakan dari mereka tersenyum, tertawa gembira..melihat mereka, saya jadi teringat pepatah yang berkata “Tersenyumlah pada DUNIA, maka Dunia akan tersenyum padamu”.. Is that right??

Seorang dosen pernah mengatakan kepada saya dalam joke-nya, “Seburuk apapun seorang wanita, dia akan terlihat menarik pada saat dia tersenyum, namun secantik apapun seorang wanita, dia akan terlihat sangat jelek pada saat di cemberut” (alias Jutek wkwkwkw)..

Saat saya masih berada di sekolah dasar, saya memiliki banyak teman dekat perempuan, kami sering melakukan a lot of things together, namun seperti halnya yang anda ketahui, terkadang karena ketidakdewasaan-nya (belum dewasa—iyalah, puber aja belum kali..masih SD gitu) wanita itu memiliki sifat yang sangat egois. Cenderung ingin menang sendiri, ingin menguasai orang lain, dan lain sebagainya.

Hingga suatu hari, ada salah seorang teman dekat kami yang sebut saja bernama Daun karena sudah pisah kelas jadi menjauh dari kami, sehingga ia menemukan seorang teman dekat lain sebut saja namanya Bunga. Beberapa dari teman kami tidak terima melihat kedekatan Daun dengan Bunga (lihatlah keegoisan para wanita-wanita kecil ini) sehingga terjadi perang dingin yang cukup panjang. Kami tidak lagi bertegur sapa dengan Daun dan Bunga, tidak lagi makan bersama, bermain bersama, yang ada hanya tatapan2 sinis jika bertemu (males banget yahh). Hingga setelah hampir dua minggu, Bunga menghampiri teman2 saya saat kami sedang bercanda di WC dan believe it or not sambil TERSENYUM, dia berkata ”Maaf ya saya merebut teman baik kalian, tapi saya tidak bermaksud begitu, sebetulnya saya ingin sekali bisa menjadi teman dekat kalian” (SeRiousLy, I remember what she was said-dalam bahasa yang baku pula hehehe) .. dan Wowww tidak dapat disangka semua teman baik saya terdiam beberapa detik setelah dia pergi tanpa bisa berkata apa2, setelah itu sembari bertatap-tatapan satu dengan yang lain mereka berkata ”Aduuhhh Bunga baik banget yah, jadi ga enak nih..” Hahaha rasanya jika mengingat itu, saya ingin tertawa, dan bertanya kok bisa yahhh.. Setelah hari itu kami semua berteman baik. Sampai saat ini, saya menganggap Bunga seperti malaikat karena sejak hari itu kami belajar, bahwa dengan SENYUMAN, banyak hal yang bisa diselesaikan dan segalanya menjadi lebih indah What a nice learn uhhh.

Di lain pengalaman, seperti pada saat semester awal kuliah, saya mendapat satu mata kuliah dengan dosen yang terkenal KiLLer (sumber : kakak-kakak senior) sehingga pada hari pertama beliau masuk, semua anak di kelas kami yang biasanya rusuh, menjadi sangat tenang. Beliau masuk, tanpa senyum, langsung menjelaskan, lalu di akhir sesi langsung memberi kuis. Beliau juga seringkali melancarkan tembakan-tembakan berisikan peluru pertanyaan2 tajam dan menusuk yang membuat kami deg-degan dengan adrenalin meningkat 175% setiap kali beliau masuk kelas. Selain mata kuliah yang berisikan angka-angka yang notabene cenderung sulit, ditambah dosen yang memiliki aura psikopat tersebut, jadilah setiap sesi mata kuliah tersebut menjadi neraka bagi kami. Tidak ada celah untuk ngobrol, melihat mata beliaupun tidak berani. Suatu hari tanpa sengaja saya memiliki kesempatan chatting dengan beliau, dan ternyata beliau sangat baik, sembari seringkali memberikan fitur SMILE..dari Yahoo Messenger. Belakangan saya mencari tahu, mengapa dia sulit sekali tersenyum, dia mengatakan bahwa sebenarnya dia sudah berusaha untuk tersenyum, namun yang ditangkap oleh mahasiswa adalah senyuman sinis, sehingga dia bercerita bahwa dulu ia seringkali membuat nangis mahasiswi hanya karena memberi senyuman pada saat sidang skripsi.. Sehingga beliau memutuskan untuk meminimalisir persentase mahasiswi yang menangis dengan tidak tersenyum. Namun, setelah hari itu, setiap saya bertemu dengan beliau, saya menangkap senyum yang beda di wajah beliau, bukan lagi senyuman sinis, tapi senyuman yang tulus dan menyenagkan.

Namun, saya ingat pepatah yang mengatakan “Every person have their owN secret, even the darkest oNe”..di balik itu semua yang pastinya saya atau teman-teman ketahui, setiap orang memiliki masalah dalam hidupnya, baik dalam keluarganya, kariernya, sekolahnya, pasangannya, bahkan bermasalah dengan dirinya sendiri. Cobalah lihat di sekitar kita, banyak teman-teman kita yang selalu tersenyum, selalu tertawa, sepertinya hidupnya indah sekali tanpa beban, tanpa masalah. Tapi jika kita coba analisa lebih dalam lagi, sesungguhnya banyak dari mereka yang ternyata memiliki masalah yang cenderung berat, namun seperti pepatah bilang “Senyuman adalah sebuah lengkungan yang meluruskan banyak hal”. Bahkan saat saya tanpa sengaja membaca artikel di sebuah majalah, salah satu hal yang paling diinginkan pria pada saat pulang ke rumah adalah “Disambut istrinya dengan SENYUMAN” (Anyway, para wanita juga akan merasa kelepek2 kok kalau melihat pujaan hatinya tersenyum dengan muka wise dan humble ke arahnya)

Seperti kata salah seorang dosen saya, ”Orang yang paling sering mengeluhkan sikap orang lain biasanya adalah orang yang paling sering dikeluhkan oleh teman-temannya, tapi dia ga tau aja”.. So friends, buat apa kita selalu mengeluhkan tentang keburukan sikap orang lain karna seperti kita tau, sifat orang terbentuk karna banyak hal, terutama karena pengalaman-pengalamannya di masa lampau, baik itu pengalaman manis atau pengalaman pahit. Mending kita membantu dia untuk menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik dengan tidak melulu mengeluhkannya tetapi dengan menjadi sahabatnya.

Akhir kata, buat teman-teman yang masih pelit TERSENYUM, percayalah dunia anda akan menjadi lebih indah jika kita memenuhi hari kita dengan TERSENYUM, dengan siapapun dan dimanapun. Namun, jangan lupa juga bahwa di balik setiap SENYUMAN biasanya tersimpan sejuta masalah. Cobalah analisa orang-orang terdekat anda terlebih dahulu, apa yang ada di balik SENYUMAN mereka, jika anda bisa membantu menyelesaikannya itu sangat baik, namun dengan menjadi seseorang yang dapat dipercaya untuk berbagi, itupun dapat melegakan bahkan mengurangi beban si empunya SENYUMAN tadi.

PS : Senyum dong kawandhhhh.. make ur life so SimPLe n FUN.. Ciayooooooooooooo

Dunno What to Do RiTe Now…

Today, I sit on some university’s library which one of the best university in Indonesia. In my confusing about my master thesis that must be finished in the end of May if I want to graduated on July 2009, wakssss can u imagine?!!!#!? only 2 months later from now, and I still blank about the objective of my thesis, so.. I sit alone here.

First hour, having lunch in some café in this uni, looking forward some Master Student and Medic Student who has stress in their face..hehehe, maybe they having final exam rite now (just try to analyze them)…

Second hour, starting to browse some master theses, journals, and articles in the computer which one of facility in this library. Niceeee..and 15 minutes gone, got boring, sleepy, so I start to sms my “Beautiful Mind” (he is one of my sharing friend who I trust sooo and always makes me want to meet), just to give him a little bit attention and affection. After have fun for just about 3 sms, try to starting again finding some references for my thesis… and finally after 2.5 hours, I’ve got the references that I want hmmm niceeee.. but when I’ve got it..just thinking to do some silly thing heheeh so I’m starting to write my blog while seeing everybody around me. This place, I just feels like home, with black stone floor and woody interior makes this place sooo cozy and homey..

People around me, most of them talk about their assignment, and I heard many things from economic such as GDP, Inflation until about human resources that I don’t really understand hehehe.. u know, I always having opinion that human is the hardest thing to managed. Honestly, I prefer to manage number than people.. heheehhe..

About managed people, it quite closer with manage ur relationship, I mean with other people such as ur parents, ur brother or sister, ur friends, ur spouse, ur boy or girl friend, also ur ex, and so on..

In this life, so many people come into our life. Some people come and some people go. But, I have one question, did u ever meet someone that u really sure that he or she is never ever go away from ur life? (except the death is come).. Maybe I called them “The Soulmate”. Too romantic to ask for huhhh? But, for your information, some romantic way is needed in this stressful situation such as global economic crisis, inflation, downtrend IHSG, and so many stress things outtha.. and by that time I see a guy at about early thirty received his phone, and it sounds like he talk to his girL friend like this “Iya, bentar yahh, aku beres2 dulu, kamu masuk dulu ya..pintunya di bawah tangga di sebelah lift..(after a couple of minute)..nahhh tu aku udah liat kamu”.. then a woman about early thirty with her office clothes come from the library door..both of them smile each other and suddenly this guy put his all stuff off to his bag and take over the woman bag then they holding hand together…owwww this simple things makes me thinking soooo deep.. what a wonderful worLd..

A few minutes in my mind, I hear some old beautiful song from Sarah McLahlan who has angelic voices singing “When Somebody Love Me”, everybody who ever watch Toy Story must known about this song.. and I think that’s true, when somebody love u, everything is beautiful… maybe u ever do some mistakes in the past, but based on my experiences, happiness people is someone who stop to grieving about the past, stop to worrying about the future, but appreciate the present, that is today. Sooo, that’s why I enjoying today, eventhough I’m sitting alone here, I feel soooooo happy..cos for sure, I really know there is one people out there loving me. Maybe rite now I know this people, maybe I don’t. But, just thinking one people is prepared for u from God to be with u in the right time and in the right place…uhhhhhh Thanksss God… and for u, someone who I can called “The Right One”, I’ll give all of mine to u in His time..heheheh..

CheeRs,

Ms. Dunno what to do RiTe now

DiA…

Secercah harapan muncul ketika hati ini masih memiliki kelam..
Ketika aku ingin sembuh dari masa lalu yang masih mengelilingiku..
Masih menari di sekitarku..

Dia hadir..
Dia mengerti tanpa harus diberi pengertian..
Dia mampu membagi kekuatan melalui kata-katanya..

Aku masih belum bisa menghilangkan penat
jika suatu masa nanti dia harus pergi jauh dari hidupku..

Dia…
Pria luar biasa..
Dengan sejuta kharisma..
Pria yang Memiliki segalanya..

Dia..
Yang mengajariku kedewasaan…
Mengajariku berpikir yang di luar batas

Dia..
Berbeda dari siapapun…

Malaikat penolong..
Dengan sayapnya yang tidak terlihat..

Aku..
Hanyalah seorang Hawa yang merasa sangat bersyukur
akan keberadaannya..

Terlebih lagi..
Dia adalah Pangeran di mimpi masa kecilku..
Pangeran yang memiliki pikiran di luar batas..
Pangeran yang memiliki keberanian tiada tara..

Dia
itu kamu…..

HaVe a LauGh

ToDay.. I do absent from my office.. uhhh nice.. and if u know the reason, maybe u would think “Haaaa how comeee it happens to you who reputed as a diligent person (Ciehhh)”. And the reason is: Last nite my friend call me, he is my midnite friend sharing. Me and him not have some-love-relationship-like-u-mean-it we just share our life. Coz, Rite now, I’m so close wiff someone that -I-really-want-to-be-mine-and-I-call-him-my-Wise-Elephant heheeh..He always make me smile with his sms..hehe.. Last nite my midnite friend and I laugh together coz he also want some receipt from me “How to make women trust on you” HAHAHAHAHA… and I gave him some simple receipt :

1. Treat her like she is the one and the only (I mean, never do flirting wiff some other women outtha, coz she can kick ur ass directy)

2. Keep ur promise

3. Be patient

Hahahaah thats all..hmmm too easy?? I dont think so.. yess it is easy to say but hard to do..:-) ..anyway suddenly we realized Haaaa 03:30 wakkkkzzzzz….he still go to office.. but I’m not heheheh…Damn to XL who gave us free in after midnite time..hikssss..

Ciayooo my friend..

 

FiX YoU…

Guyrls huhuhu in this Chinese New Year, whether we celebrated this event or not, rite now I just sit in front of my laptop and remember some old music lyrics from Coldplay, hmmm silent for a while.. and I think this lyrics is very good. When we’ve try our best, but until now we don’t succeed, it don’t means we are fail. This is life, we have to choose, we are stuck or go ahead. Life must go on anyway.

I quote some beautiful words from my friend who reputed as a wise person, “Hidup dalam Tuhan tidak seperti roda, tetapi seperti berjalan di sebuah tangga berputar, kalau kayak roda kan kadang kita di atas, kadang kita di bawah, pasrah sama nasiblah gitu. Nahhh kalo naik tangga berputar emang kadang kita sampai di tempat (masalah atau kondisi) yang sama, tapi ada bedanya, karena bentuknya spiral, maka walaupun kita sepertinya menghadap kondisi yang sama, sebenarnya kita sudah naik satu tingkat lebih baik dan harusnya kita bisa menghadapinya dengan cara yang lebih baik lagi”

 I’m just thinking for a while and hmmm that’s true.. back to “Fix You”, in everything we do, there is someone who we called God will fix us.

 Anyway, on the other occasion, I see some people hate other people because of they are ambitious. I really don’t know, ambitious is negative or positive. When someone wanna try their best, is it negative? Hmm I don’t know, but I see an answer a view days ago, some people said, “We were giVen EGOS foR a reason, GReat people have great egos, maybe that’s what makes them great. So let us put it to good use rather than try to deny it. Life’s all about ‘me’ anyway”, and you know who say it, he is Paul Arden who has write book Whatever You Think, Think The Opposite. Great!!! and I ask again to know what the wise person’s opinion, and I’ve got some answer “Wewww yes, ambition is good, but I just don’t like people who tends to take advantages from what they called friendship as ways to gain their ambitions..”

I agree with his opinion, something what we called FRiendsHip never can be replaced with anything else. Some people who we called best friend are too important to forget. Eventhough u have ur girlfriend or boyfriend or maybe ur fiancée (or wife and husband)..hmmm always appreciate them (ur friends). Coz I have some experiences, where some of my old friend have –the-guy-that-she-really-love-and-she-wanna-do-everything-for-him- she always with him, thinking about him, when she hangout with her friends, the guy is always there, when one of her best friend have a difficult problem, she isn’t pay attention. Untill someday, she loose her –boy-friend-to-die-for-, she try to find her old best friend, but no one stand for her. So pity rite?!.. In my opinion, always appreciate ur Friends, because u never know who will help you in the future, maybe someday you need their help. Believe me. I learn from my best friend experience and some people who we called best friend will FiX You when u are down.. Sometime God sent us some people who we can called BEST FRIEND to FIX US. I just remind you and also myself, always and always never fall to appreciate them. They can make our life colourful, ibaratnya “Bikin Hidup Lebih Hidup”… okeyyyhhhh

FiX You

-Coldplay 

When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
“Just what your worth”

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I…

Tears stream, down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

 

 

LoVe ReSoLutioN…

I really don’t know, what am I thinking about. Recently, I miss my fun, secure, and confident. In my twenty something..I mean in my quarter life crisis, I see many things, and everything looks must be perfect at all. Rite now, I just sit in front of my laptop and think about my life. Everything looks perfect, at least in my point of view. But, only one thing that I don’t really know WHY!? is just about my relationship with any guy outtha..untill now, I’m still single, maybe I should change my mind “Every boys is a jerk” uhhhh.. This is my resolution for 2009, start some seriously relationship that I know its not easy anyway. Because I dont know who I like rite now weeewwwww…Confuse hufhufhfuhfuhfuh.. Yasutralahhh, just enjoy my happy single life..